From 118 to 8.

8 days... 8 days... 8 days.....

I am so so so excited to spend the rest of my life with Kylan, in 8 days! Wow he comes home this Sunday, and we'll be married next Thursday! I can not even believe it. It has been a stressful, hard 4 months. We have had some challenges, but I am thankful for all of them. It is what makes us better people, if we can just take what we learn and help each other out. No matter what, Heavenly Father would never give us something that we can not handle. I'm sure everyone has had those those moments of "why me?". But there is a bigger picture but it is hard for us to see this sometimes because God's knowledge surpasses ours. He knows all things.

I am so excited to go through the temple, and get sealed to such a caring, loving person!

So I was blessed with getting a job today (ICON), since I'm getting married so soon they had me fill out some of the paper work with my new last name. I thought I had practiced it enough, but I totally messed it up! I had to look at how to spell it, (I know how to spell it, I was just under pressure) it was really funny! It is so weird signing a different last name.

I am so grateful for the wonderful family I have; my mother just called me today saying I just love you, you make me happy. My mom is the sweetest lady ever. I want to be one of those people who can make any ones day. I am so grateful for my sweet siblings; I had a bridal shower the other day and Kylee and Shay saved up their own money to buy me a lufa and a bar of soap, they were so happy and proud when I opened it that their faces glowed! And my sister Rachelle's emails inspire me and she is such a great example to me! I am so thankful for my wonderful friends who have been there for everything! I am thankful for Kylan for being so positive and for helping me out when I am being negative. Kylan is such a great person I just want everyone to get to know him, because I know everyone would love him. I am grateful for my soon to be new fam or the "in-laws" because I would be homeless with out them right now, they are such nice, fun people! I love my brother and sister in-laws and the opportunity I got to get to know a lot of them this summer! My heart is just so full I had to spill it out. (I sound like some cheesy old lady bearing her testimony) with that and this novel I'll end now.